I Take Relationships Seriously

I'm going to be away from my boyfriend for a long time, yet I'm not super sad. It has just been extended for a week longer. Yet I am not that sad surprisingly, maybe I like to just have someone loveing me, yet maybe I dont feel the same. I'm comfortable with him and am not super attracted to him anymore, but I don't want to leave. But I think deep down I want more... yet I'm too comfortable and comitied to leave.