I Need to Get Something Off My Chest

I'm so upset. It's been over a month and a half, and no call. We had discussed that we would reconvene after the month and a half period to check-in and see where we were at.

As hard as I've tried, I wasn't able to get over him. I tried to move forward, do exciting things... and I did, yet he was still on my mind. As much as I didn't want to count down the days (and some days I succeeded at forgetting), the thought of him always rushed back to me during the quiet moments of my day.

I think I miss him. I'm not sure.
I miss something. That's for sure.

I guess I was just hoping that we would be able to talk and I hoped that when I heard his voice, I would know. I just wanted closure. But now I'll never know.

Not that it matters anymore. I'm not the type to date a boy that doesn't call back.