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I Want to Find Love Again

I wish someone was as in love with me as my mom is with my dad.
This is about to get dark haha.
When I was a child my parents would fight alot.one time I walked into their room and I saw my dad trying to stab my mom with a knife.
My dad was a womanizer.I remember when I got older I heard him say that he was addicted to women.
My dad use to keep a knife in his pocket and when we would go out sometimes he would poke my mom with the knife when ever she did something he didn't like.
He would talk alot of shit about her,bring her down,call her names,cheated on her too many times,left her to be with another women,came back and then left again .he basically treated her like shit.
Now I don't know their full story .only they know that.

As I get older I remind myself of my dad more and more,like I'm unstable and as lonely as him when he was younger.
waterman1005 · 56-60, M
You are your own person Be you and you might be surprised with the results
Mangoroo · 31-35, F
@waterman1005 but how do I do that? that don't even know where to start most of the time.
waterman1005 · 56-60, M
Start small. Find something you like about yourself and start expanding on it
waterman1005 · 56-60, M
@Mangoroo Focus on the positive and not the negatives
DanielChristensen · 46-50, M
My dad banged cocaine into his veins, beat my mother, beat us if we intervened, sold everything. Sometimes we were homeless, often hungry.

Who he was isn't who you are. Same for me
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Mangoroo · 31-35, F
@Waymore honestly I don't get it either...
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