I Have a Dangerously High Libido

In an attempt to control this awful affliction, I just stretched my ear again. The pain was searing, going 2 sizes up, just to get that hour of reprieve..but then again, the pain becomes a turn on after a while. I'm trying to focus on the fact that my ear hurts, a part of my body that I don't consider erogenous. But the pain itself..it doesn't even matter anymore. I just want to cry, I just want to have an hour, ten minutes of clarity. Of fucking peace.