I Am In High School

I feel like I wasted four years of my life. When I was a little kid, I held this idealized view of adolescence and believed my life as a teen would be awesome. I wanted to date, go out, have a ton of friends and drive. I'm now a senior and I've never had a real relationship, am immensely unpopular, can't drive, and rarely go out. I feel like I wasted a big part of my life and I regret it so much. I just feel like I never got to be a teen.