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I Am a Widow

I can't believe today it has been 8 yrs since my husband past away. We had are ups and downs. I choose to remember the good times. As I sit here and remember are life together......There are times that I am still angry and pissed at him for leaving me here to handle things alone. For not being here for our girls. For leaving me lonely.??

I know he is in a better place free of pain and the demons that haunted him. I miss you and love always.??

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Mardeatmd

Your husband sounded like my late husband who had jjust passes away. I know the anger, and yet my heart keep closing only the good. I know my husband is also finally at peace, but I sense him all around me. And then the agonizing gut wrenching pain of longing for his embrace, his scent his warm hands, our magical outtings out in town. When I get angry with him, I feel sad and guilty, because I don't sense his presence.