I Don't Want My Life To Be Meaningless

@GoneRogue You left me speechless and with tears in my eyes. Thank you so much for taking the time to actually write this, I really appreciate it. I realized that I actually needed a few kind words and someone to make me see something I couldn't see with my own eyes. I felt worthless for not giving the best of me (and even when I did, it was not enough) and for not finding my path yet. Everywhere I look people seem to have their life together, they look like they got it all figured out and then there's me, so weak that even something that doesn't concern me (others fighting or going through bad stuff) can influence me greatly. But I think I've been comparing myself to the wrong people. I should focus on trying to make other people's lives better maybe by just smiling at them or saying beautiful and comforting words just like you have. It's hard for me to express myself and how I'm feeling because your reply really changed how I see things and now I'm just trying to express my gratitude but it seems like I don't have enough words in my vocabulary haha!