I Don't Want My Life To Be Meaningless

@Abrienda Your life story is so inspiring, it makes me feel guilty for having such thoughts. I admire you for being so tough and not giving up even in the hardest of times. Universe has a really interesting way of dealing with things, in the darkest moments just when you are about to give up it gives you hope. I've been there so many times so I know how you felt. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that but be proud because it made you a stronger, wiser and more sensible person. I'm glad everything turned out to be great, I truly am, you sound like someone who deserves it. But my problem however isn't in my life, I am satisfied with my life, I'm blessed with so many things but I'm just a sad person. That's simply it. I feel empty, lonely and depressed, I have friends and family but that's just how our minds work, they are complicated and even we ourselves can't understand them sometimes. I'm too emotional for this world and too weak to survive. I stopped fight a long time ago...
Thank you for sharing this and trying to make me feel better, you really are a lovely person!