I Don't Want My Life To Be Meaningless

@Bi I agree, I am very young but I was always overly mature for my age. I stopped being a child when I was 11. I didn't have a bad life,on a contrary, it's just that I'm an old soul. I have now become a very bitter person and I'm usually very sad but that's just because over these short time I became aware of many things, not only from my own experience but by just observing people and their behavioral patterns, by researching many things that are happening now in this world and wishing I was ignorant. I just can't seem to see point in anything. I'm not like Steven Hawking or Bill Gates, I'm not a brilliant scientist nor am I helping millions of people.