I Am Afraid I Will Never Find Someone to Really Love Me
Where do I begin...? Well I guess I can start that I pretty much didn't have any experiences on romance relationships when I was in school, most of the time it would be in the "friendzone" section, which totally sucks, only had one real relationship and it didn't worked out well.
I've also been in the online dating and I've been lucky that it lasted a few years, most of the time it would last within a few months or even a week. Even so, the girls that I dated would often dump me or some random reason or no reason at all.
So here I am, I am at the point where I am afraid that I won't find someone who loves me for who I really am and yes I am being honest with myself. At any rate, I would be so damn lucky if a girl comes up to me because of my true self. But that's like winning the mega jackpot on the lottery, 2.5 billion to one odds aren't very good.
I've also been in the online dating and I've been lucky that it lasted a few years, most of the time it would last within a few months or even a week. Even so, the girls that I dated would often dump me or some random reason or no reason at all.
So here I am, I am at the point where I am afraid that I won't find someone who loves me for who I really am and yes I am being honest with myself. At any rate, I would be so damn lucky if a girl comes up to me because of my true self. But that's like winning the mega jackpot on the lottery, 2.5 billion to one odds aren't very good.
36-40, M