i remember when i was small and found a lil doll i named B B.used to hold her tight as i watched my mom and dad shoot up. but its Fading Away
i remember saving all my money.and bought me a 400$ car at 17.i ran away from home in it now its Fading Away
then i started stripping saved my money and sent myself through culinary school its Fading Away
did real good had a condo new car ,money in bank.then my mom overdosed ,she was in a coma in hospital i flew up there to see her she hugged me one time the only time and died in my arms but its Fading away
then my dad overdosed a year later,i was alone with no alive family member but its Fading Away
i sunk into a crazy state of suicidal rage.took ,65 vicodans and drank a bottle of wine,was in coma three days but its Fading Away
never got a hold of myself aftet that then met a sweet woman from canada,i love her more than life but it also Faded Away
and now ive lost all i can lose.i have nothing left no hope no dreams.no faith its Fading Away
im homeless right now sitting on a train tresle writing this knowing that its all over i think its time for me to just Fade Away.
I often wonder WHY this life can be so painful. 😕 I just talked to another girl that had parents that shot up and they died. She said she had a sister that was murdered and she too is now alone. 🥀 My heart aches for her and you Kimmy. I LOVE this bittersweet poem you've written here. I too have no family, if not for the kindness of strangers I don't think I'd have lasted this long. I'm sorry I've not been available when you knocked on my door, but want you to know you are in my prayers.🙏🏼 When one door closes I'm praying another one soon opens, please don't shut down and give up! I too know what a broken heart of not having family and loved ones in your life feels like💔, but that's just right now NOT forever. You are so gifted and there's someone just around the corner that would love to know a lovely soul such as yours.💓 Thank you for sharing so much with us.🌟
@KimmyGary: I hope there is some place for you to be safe Kimmy. I hope you have found a woman's shelter or something by now. God bless and keep you safe!👼
