i remember when i was small and found a lil doll i named B B.used to hold her tight as i watched my mom and dad shoot up. but its Fading Away
i remember saving all my money.and bought me a 400$ car at 17.i ran away from home in it now its Fading Away
then i started stripping saved my money and sent myself through culinary school its Fading Away
did real good had a condo new car ,money in bank.then my mom overdosed ,she was in a coma in hospital i flew up there to see her she hugged me one time the only time and died in my arms but its Fading away
then my dad overdosed a year later,i was alone with no alive family member but its Fading Away
i sunk into a crazy state of suicidal rage.took ,65 vicodans and drank a bottle of wine,was in coma three days but its Fading Away
never got a hold of myself aftet that then met a sweet woman from canada,i love her more than life but it also Faded Away
and now ive lost all i can lose.i have nothing left no hope no dreams.no faith its Fading Away
im homeless right now sitting on a train tresle writing this knowing that its all over i think its time for me to just Fade Away.
You are such a great person. Please do not leave us. You can teach us so much and help so many people because of what all you have been through. You are the most lovely person inside and out that I know. We cannot lose you Kimmy. Please. It would break our hearts. I love you Kimmy and God loves you so much. More than words could ever say or convey. Please don't go away. Please don't hurt yourself. You don't deserve that. You deserve to live and love and be loved. I beg you please don't hurt yourself. You're so talented and beautiful. Society needs you. We need you. No matter how bad you think you are, you're not. God loves you Just the Way You Are and he thinks the very best of you, I promise. God does not look at our failures. He looks at his promises to give us a better life to where we can be happy. He looks at his love for us, his beloved creation. Nothing can separate us from his love. You are so special to his heart and it would break his heart if you decided to take your own life. You can help so many people. And they will love you back. We can see how wonderful and beautiful you are, inside and out. We hear you and the world needs to hear what you have to say because your words are so beautiful and true and pure and honest. We love you Kimmy. I pray God will take all your pain away and give you peace and joy as you deserve. I'm always here if you need to talk to me. Anytime. I wish I could help more. To lose you would be more than we could bear. 🙏🤗❤😭❤❤❤
@KimmyGary Love you, love you, love you, Kimmy! You know God wouldn't want you to hurt yourself in any way. I know you know that. You are so valuable to us. I'm sorry if some have not made you feel that way but you are definitely valuable and treasured here by those of us who appreciate and love you. Never forget that. 🙏❤🤗 Hugs
@KimmyGary and yes. I remember the Carolinas ,it was a very bad time in your life, when E,P closed its doors, I lost contact with you ;i came hear to S,W when i found you some years later,beautiful as ever ,it was a happy day,,now it will be sad if your gone,your friend for ever,,Andy
