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I Kimmygary Has A Heart Of Gold

Fading Away

i remember when i was small and found a lil doll i named B B.used to hold her tight as i watched my mom and dad shoot up.
but its Fading Away

i remember saving all my money.and bought me a 400$ car at 17.i ran away from home in it
now its Fading Away

then i started stripping
saved my money and sent myself through culinary school
its Fading Away

did real good
had a condo new car ,money in bank.then my mom overdosed ,she was in a coma in hospital
i flew up there to see her
she hugged me one time the only time and died in my arms
but its Fading away

then my dad overdosed a year later,i was alone with no alive family member
but its Fading Away

i sunk into a crazy state of suicidal rage.took ,65 vicodans and drank a bottle of wine,was in coma three days
but its Fading Away

never got a hold of myself aftet that then met a sweet woman from canada,i love her more than life
but it also Faded Away

and now ive lost all i can lose.i have nothing left
no hope no dreams.no faith
its Fading Away

im homeless right now sitting on a train tresle writing this knowing that its all over
i think its time for me to just Fade Away.


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Redman191145 · 46-50, M
You are worth far to much to just fade away. You are far stronger than most for what you have already endured. Bring your faith back into focus and shine brightly because now is the time for you to start shinning
candycane · 36-40, F
@Redman191145 i wish that was true but thank u