i remember when i was small and found a lil doll i named B B.used to hold her tight as i watched my mom and dad shoot up. but its Fading Away
i remember saving all my money.and bought me a 400$ car at 17.i ran away from home in it now its Fading Away
then i started stripping saved my money and sent myself through culinary school its Fading Away
did real good had a condo new car ,money in bank.then my mom overdosed ,she was in a coma in hospital i flew up there to see her she hugged me one time the only time and died in my arms but its Fading away
then my dad overdosed a year later,i was alone with no alive family member but its Fading Away
i sunk into a crazy state of suicidal rage.took ,65 vicodans and drank a bottle of wine,was in coma three days but its Fading Away
never got a hold of myself aftet that then met a sweet woman from canada,i love her more than life but it also Faded Away
and now ive lost all i can lose.i have nothing left no hope no dreams.no faith its Fading Away
im homeless right now sitting on a train tresle writing this knowing that its all over i think its time for me to just Fade Away.
you have been through too much to give up now. I can't promise things will be better just that they can be better. You are a fighter, fight for yourself with the same zeal you fought for others, and not just physically but mentally and spiritually, not pushing religion here just whatever makes us more than the sum of our parts. Not sure my words reach you or are well-chosen just know an attempt has been made to make a connection and show support.
