I Often Wonder What If

I was a different person.....no matter what I do in life I never seem to make much of a mark. I guess I always had this idea that I'd become the person I'm supposed to be and I would stand for something...
my parents raised me always to be a leader...but I don't even seem able to make a mark as a writer..hell even on stupid social web sites...maybe i dont have enough charisma....lol...i'll have to learn to accept my quiet life and the fact that it'll have next to nobody in it...i guess...