I Feel Like Shit Today

I remember this so vividly. My last lt boyfriend. We were laying in bed watching movies talking about life. This must have been last january. He started crying, sort of. You know that look on a mans face when he doesnt want to cry it just comes out. It immediately shook me up and i asked what was wrong. He said he was afraid i was going to leave him. I said id never. Then i did. Like a piece of shit.