I Write As a Form of Therapy
A friend of mine thinks im going down a slump, so taking their advice, i decided to partake in a 30 day writing thing despite my busy life, and juts to help get my writing juices flow or whatever.
Day One - Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
I'd say I do. I mean to have that intimate comapionship on a deeper level would be nice, i guess. I like to think of myself a hopeless romantic of sorts, and when im in a relationship, my heart is open wide open.
With that being said, no one ever gets to that deep "heart wide open part". I'm just over this annoying hookup culture. People hop from person to person, and studies have proven these people often feel symptoms of loneliness and depression and its like "aww geez, i wonder why that could be." But thats not just it-interpersonal communication is shot to hell nowadays and thats what i build on-as opposed to this technological era with all the DMS and the eggplant emojis and whatnot. (Not saying thats all people tho)
Besides, i bring a certain type of baggage on the table that rarely any guy can handle, so until that fateful day comes, ill be doing my thang like i always do.
Day One - Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
I'd say I do. I mean to have that intimate comapionship on a deeper level would be nice, i guess. I like to think of myself a hopeless romantic of sorts, and when im in a relationship, my heart is open wide open.
With that being said, no one ever gets to that deep "heart wide open part". I'm just over this annoying hookup culture. People hop from person to person, and studies have proven these people often feel symptoms of loneliness and depression and its like "aww geez, i wonder why that could be." But thats not just it-interpersonal communication is shot to hell nowadays and thats what i build on-as opposed to this technological era with all the DMS and the eggplant emojis and whatnot. (Not saying thats all people tho)
Besides, i bring a certain type of baggage on the table that rarely any guy can handle, so until that fateful day comes, ill be doing my thang like i always do.
22-25, F
