I Am A Downer

Heading to work. Listening to Daughter. Reflecting on how unhappy I am, I've always been. Trying to remember my last genuine moment of joy and the more I do, the more depressed I get.

People tell me to makes changes in order to get out of this mind set. What changes can I make? Do I just up and leave? Should I just abandon this life and try again somewhere else? It won't fix things. I'm always going to be me. My mind is always going to be mine. I'll just be telling the same story in a new location.