I Think Failed Relationships Change People

So as I continue to give thoughts to my situation, I think, How dare you expect of me, what you knew I couldn't give you. But I still gave you all of me and I was loyal. How dare you, put me off and play you're too busy, when you really are looking for a graceful way out, knowing I sit here waiting for you. The only graceful way out is HONESTY!! How dare you, not be honest enough with me to say, I'm just not what you want or you are just not what I need. I was honest enough with you all along. How dare you not respect our friendship enough to say you want to move on and try to put it off on me...because that is exactly what I see happening, so you can say, it was my choice and not yours...while you made that choice some time ago in your own mind. Then wonder why I have a wall and little trust. So, I wonder how much longer she's going to drag this out. And if confronted with what I see, will I get denial? Because yeah I'm pretty much done now. I hate being treated like I don't get wtf is going on & have that turned onto me, because I'm the one to address it, while she is ignoring it. I gave her respect and always spoke to her with appreciation.