I Have Experienced Psychological Abuse

I'm living this reality right now. As he sits across the table from me giving me the silent treatment because I bought groceries and paid the mortgage and he doesn't have enough money to blow on things we don't need. He wants me to present to him proof of every dime I've spent. While it's okay for him to spend $300 a month on his hobby.

If I'm trying to talk to our kids, he turns the TV up to show us that we are bothering him.

If I tell him I don't feel loved, I have to prove that my feelings are valid by providing examples. Which he the. Discounts. Nothing ever gets resolved.

He refuses to talk about his feelings. And yet he refuses to show me any affection. But when I try to leave, he follows me around, pouting as I pack, telling me not to leave.

I feel like I'm losing my mind.