I Have Changed

So many things that seemed certain in the past have become unsteady in recent months. I'm not a child anymore. I've hurt beautiful people in my life to get what I want and I guess they should have known I would. I'm a sociopath. But I do regret hurting them. They might think I'm heartless, and maybe I am, but I still feel. I feel sorry for hurting you. I don't regret my choices, but I regret that you got hurt, all of you. It'd be easier if people didn't come into my life. Then I couldn't hurt them.