I Am Having a Very Bad Day

Third night with no sleep. Hurt my back reaching too high on a shelf. Desperately need pain pills. Took Tylenol and, for the first time in my life, it upset my stomach blowing it up like a balloon.

Headache, bad flare up of arthritis because it is starting to rain. Back screaming with pain but afraid to make sick stomach worse by taking pain meds.

Doctor appointment way too early today. Don't want to describe it but it did not go well at all. Convinced my HMO wants old ladies like me to crawl away and die.

It feels like every part of my body hurts. Thanks if you read this, feeling lonely, sick, tired, needed to vent.