I Am a Loser

I know... easier said than done. I was in a really dark place mentally this morning

Understandable. We all go through it, especially me. But if you want to move forward your inner dialogue has to change especially in those moments of darkness. You'll find yourself less often in the dark when you learn how to be your own light.

Also if it makes you feel better, I'm in the same situation right now! Keep your head up this isn't forever.

Generally I try to be quite positive. People have actually commented about how positive I seem to be. It gets hard and I tend to vent on here. With diagnosed depression and a chain of bad things happening it gets really hard and the inner demon eventually takes over. Then I vent and eventually regain control and composure. I am seeing a doctor for depression it is just taking a while to get things under wraps. I need help, I want help, as much as I try things keep spiraling. My support network seems to be disappearing on me but I am still fighting to stay positive

I understand

It doesn't make me feel better. I never want any bad for anyone. If I can ever be of any assistance please let me know, I probably can't do much over the internet but I really hate to hear of others going through such trying times. Thank you for reaching out though. I really cannot express how much it means to me.