I Am a Loser

Generally I try to be quite positive. People have actually commented about how positive I seem to be. It gets hard and I tend to vent on here. With diagnosed depression and a chain of bad things happening it gets really hard and the inner demon eventually takes over. Then I vent and eventually regain control and composure. I am seeing a doctor for depression it is just taking a while to get things under wraps. I need help, I want help, as much as I try things keep spiraling. My support network seems to be disappearing on me but I am still fighting to stay positive

I understand

It doesn't make me feel better. I never want any bad for anyone. If I can ever be of any assistance please let me know, I probably can't do much over the internet but I really hate to hear of others going through such trying times. Thank you for reaching out though. I really cannot express how much it means to me.