I haven't had a conversation with someone in the last 3 days. When I look over at other people's phones or Computers during class I see message after message from friends and acquintances. On the other hand, I get texts or messages from people I know once every couple months max. When I tried to reach out to people in the past, they have been weirded out or simply blocked me on Facebook. This loneliness I feel will likely never end. I wish I was dead.