I Have Lost Who I Am

Thank you @Justsomeguy sorry you are feeling this way too. It is nice to feel less alone. I feel like I can't talk to my family anymore about it cause nobody understands how hard it is trying to start out and navigate life. Thank you for taking the time to comment.

@SophhFrog12 anytime!!

I know I'm lucky, I don't feel like I have the right to complain but I still am still finding life hard @SW-User

@SophhFrog12 Then it's a phase that you must go through that will make you stronger and wiser in the end

The oldtimers feel threatened by the new people. They do what ever they can to make the new people quit because they are afraid the new people will cause them to get fired.

Do a good job and do what ever your managers ask, and do not care what the other people say.

I am trying so so hard but It is difficult to fight against it when I am not feeling confident in myself. But I do understand your point.
I feel like new people should be encouraged to stay as much as possible

If you do not feel confident, then you need to keep trying. Listen to what the managers tell you.

Ask the managers how you are doing. THey are the ones that will determine if you are staying or getting fired.

SOme employees will help you. THis advice is very helpful, but you need to be able to know if it is advice or a poison to get you fired.

You should be able to tell if the person is trying to help you or not.

If you want to keep this job, keep good communication with the managers and work as hard as you can.

@Mistakesmakeus finishing university that I loved, not knowing what career to do, going to a full time job that I thought would be amazing but isnt. I don't know where I fit in life

@SophhFrog12 so you're more lost than anything?

I think so @Mistakesmakeus