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I Always Make the Wrong Move In Love and Relationships

05/04/18
Update- Things improved, basically he forgave and forgot. He is an amazing person, and I am lucky to have him in my life. <3


I have been under a great deal of stress lately, and it finally exploded. Of course it resulted in a fight with my husband, which I didn't want... just coming down from being so angry sucks because it's followed by immediate sadness, and remorse, and then of course, depression.

It doesn't happen often but when it does, I hate it. And right now I hate myself. I have a short fuse and bad temper, and he was in line of sight, and my horrible temper got the best of me and I took it out on him. He fed it back, but overall I made him feel like shit. :( Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve him. Especially, right now..
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Ambroseguy80 · 56-60, M
Hope things are back on the upswing? As a married man here - don’t be too hard on yourself. We always hurt the one we love
ImOnlyMe84 · 36-40, F
@Ambroseguy80 They are now. I suppose this was my side of the feelings, and how I perceived it all. We are as if it never happened. We are strong I know, but emotionally I have a hard time. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, with that I am harder on myself and always second guessing what I say/do and said/did. Thank you for your support and understanding and kind words <3
Ambroseguy80 · 56-60, M
@ImOnlyMe84 glad all
Is better. Keep us posted. 💙💚