I Am Not Feeling Better I'm Getting Bitter

I feel bitter.

I feel bitter my boyfriend has left me to deal with my worst bout of depression in years.

I feel bitter his family hates me so he can't talk to me when he's home.

I feel bitter I was left alone for the holidays.

I feel bitter not enough my self-proclaimed "best friend" in my current country didn't invite me to hang out, or even bother to text me at all.

I feel bitter I've been sick since Jan 1st, yet no one has bothered to check on me.

I just feel bitter.