Why?.........

I'm so sick of the hatred this world has 2 offer. I'm exhausted from racism, killing, unnecessary suffering.. Don't get me wrong, I'm not perfect. I've made many mistakes, but I'm tired of absorbing evry1 else's energy. It makes me want 2 give up sometimes, but I can't be so selfish. If it weren't 4 my daughter, I wudv checked out of this world already. I want 2 believe in a world with purpose and love. I can see it around me, but... I think maybe.. maybe dark forces are becoming more dominant... Idk.. I believe in US as a human race. But I just don't know sometimes.. Love conquers all they say... But sometimes I just don't understand.....