I Miss My Ex

its been four years, and i still miss her, Even though she screwed me over in the end. I see her everyday walk passed my house to pick up her siblings after school, and every time, i want to go out and talk to her. there were others, but they werent Amber. I told her that i forgave her for what happened in the past, and that some wasnt her fault, but we are different people, and i know she walks passed my place on purpose because she lives closer to the school than me and she always walks passed my place.

If anyone can help me out, or give me advice I thank you in advance.