I Am Lost

I sit alone in the dark crying wondering what’s so wrong with me.
I can’t sleep but I never want to get up anymore. No one I know cares that I’m suicidal. Inside my brain is constant torment. Im just a girl. No one to tell or talk to. No help. I fight all alone and I’m miserable and lonely and scared. I try so hard but it never seems to help . People rattle off insensitive automatic dumb comments but no one asks why or tries to understand. I don’t want to eat or drink and I have no hope.
Only one way out of this I guess.