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I Am Lost

I sit alone in the dark crying wondering what’s so wrong with me.
I can’t sleep but I never want to get up anymore. No one I know cares that I’m suicidal. Inside my brain is constant torment. Im just a girl. No one to tell or talk to. No help. I fight all alone and I’m miserable and lonely and scared. I try so hard but it never seems to help . People rattle off insensitive automatic dumb comments but no one asks why or tries to understand. I don’t want to eat or drink and I have no hope.
Only one way out of this I guess.

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HalfBloodPrince · 26-30, F

Dont even think about suicide!! Dont fix a temporary problem with a permanent solution. Life has its ups and downs. It will get better, I cant tell you when. All I can say is have a little faith. Smile. Even if you dont want to.... if you want to chat feel free to message me. Ill listen to whatever problems youve got. It always helps to chat to someone.

SW-User

Thank you but it’s not temporary.Ive suffered my whole life @HalfBloodPrince

LonelyLoserThatDeservesDeath · 31-35, M

Depression gives me an eating disorder too. It sucks feeling this way. Depression actually tricks the brain into thinking it's a normal emotion. That's why it's so difficult to treat

SW-User

I understand Im sorry.@LonelyLoserThatDeservesDeath

LonelyLoserThatDeservesDeath · 31-35, M

@SW-User and I'm sorry that you feel this way too

SW-User

Thank you @LonelyLoserThatDeservesDeath

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

I can relate at some point.
Can I give you a virtual hug? 🤗

SW-User

Of course 🤗@CrazyMusicLover

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

@SW-User 🤗🤗 I hope you'll find someone to give you the real one soon.

SW-User

Doubtful but I appreciate the thought.@CrazyMusicLover

TeresaRudolph71 · 51-55, F

I hope you feel better soon. 🤗 You certainly deserve to feel better. And please know that I'm around, if you ever want to talk. I may not be able to reply right away, if I'm working or doing other stuff, but I'll get back to you when I can.

TexChik · F

Sounds like depression. The best first step is to go see your doctor! Imbalances in brain chemistry can be maddening ( literally) ! Let them help you feel better !

xixgun · M

So, why do you feel this way?

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