I Hate Mother's Day

I hate that day because it reminds me that our mother wasn't around and abandoned us. She chose drugs over us. When I post something about her on Mothers Day, nobody says anything. NOBODY says "Happy Mother's Day!" Or ignores my post about her. I would say I hope she comes back to us soon and will come home. She abandoned us when I was 8 and didnt regret it. When I post about how amazing my father is, they posted like CRAZY!!! They admire him rasing us on his own even though he is a jerk off sometimes (in a jokingly kind of way).
People say what amazing mothers my aunts are but never my mother. I feel like I'm the only one that loves her. I've always had my hopes up that mom would come back but I always ended up disappointed and she breaks promises and never calls us. My dad says, "I don't know why you made that lost when your mom made it clear she doesn't want you. Why can't you just accept that and move on?! She doesn't want you."
That hurt so bad. 😭😭😭😭