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I Say Today Is Not My Day

Today is not my day and I'm starting to wonder how much longer this will continue. I'm so over waking up and regretting what isn't. I'm grateful for my lovely home, family and friends...but I feel worthless and useless to everyone. I expect so much for myself and just want to know if it's worth going forward with creating visions/vision boards, new goals, a more positive attitude. For what? Nothing even matters.

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ArtisticStatic · 36-40, M

As bad as things may seem and as low as drive and passion can get for what you love in life, you always have to push yourself forward. Not for others, for fame, fortune or what have you, but for yourself. It's not always easy and may not always seem worth it but you have to try and do what you love for the love of it.

thepixiestixs · 26-30, F

@ArtisticStatic Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. Have to remember that even after hitting rock bottom there's only one way to go, and that's up. (Thanks Sing!). Trying to figure what I love is the most challenging but will be worth it.

ArtisticStatic · 36-40, M

@thepixiestixs Well. Let's start with what you like to do. Creating things? Painting, writing?

thepixiestixs · 26-30, F

@ArtisticStatic Absolutely love writing, which was the reason I chose my degree. With it, feel like anything is possible. That's about all I can think of unfortunately.

ArtisticStatic · 36-40, M

@thepixiestixs How about that, something we have in common. I just don't have a degree. I just love writing.

thepixiestixs · 26-30, F

@ArtisticStatic I don't really think a degree helps anyway. It just means you were able to sit in your seat for 4+ years. Lol. Why so?

ArtisticStatic · 36-40, M

@thepixiestixs I can sit in a seat with the best of them. I just don't want to pay to do it. lol. I love writing because I love to create characters, worlds and situations. Fantastical and far reaching. It's one of the things in life that brings me joy. Why do you love it?