I Am On The Edge Of Giving Up Hope

I dont mean hope entirely, because hope has always kept me going. But hope for something deeper, something more meaningful. Every day I search for a reason to stay, but there is only one reason really worth staying for -You. And everything else is just 💩. The job market here is not wonderful and it is cold and politics and policy suck here. No mountains. No oceans . Why stay? I can’t. I have to leave. I have to get away from here - my life is not here anymore.