I Hate Losing Friends

Whether it's from drifting apart, them leaving or them proving to be sorry sacks of shit. I feel it happens more often with me than it should with anyone. I've always questioned why I even bother trying to make friends and honestly, I have no idea. I just never learn. Sometimes I wish I never made any friends at all. The idea of just keeping to myself and never being hurt by all the friendships I've lost just sounds that good. If I were given to the option to go back in time and start over like that, I might just have to seriously consider it. But obviously I can't so, yeah.