I Have A Phobia Of Doctors
Even though nowadays I have very real symptoms, I'm still afraid that a doctor will tell me I'm "faking it" only to get a medical justification, even though most of the times I don't need one, or GAP and that once again I'll have to go through hell with antidepressants all while ignoring the real problem(s). Such scenarios only happened a couple of times in my life but I still sometimes get a panic attack when I reminisce or even think of going to a doctor... 馃様 I wish I could ignore it but the only way to beat it would be a lot of appointments...which I guess is going to happen soon because my pains are becoming unbearable.
