I Have Schizoaffective Disorder

I remember when I first became schizo.....It took me months and months of to believe what was really happening to me....I just couldn't believe that there really was a real devil and real demons, I was in complete shock I just couldn't believe it I was dumbfounded I was in disbelief........But it really was happening to me.....the voices in my head were truly demonic and not just some hillucination as psychiatry likes to put it, it is real and not not there, it's just spirit something that most people cannot see or hear unless you have fallen.