I Have Schizoaffective Disorder

I've just been in this funk for the past month...My only focus has been the ending of post traumatic stress where All I can think about is the hurt and anger that I never got closure for and I'm ready to just leave it all behind me....But there is nothing to replace it nothing to stimulate me nothing to figure out...Just nothingness. My negative symptoms and bad habits keep me wired all night and drowsy during the days for the longest time...I don't have enough energy to get out and make new friends so I just lay in bed all day just bored and sad but I'm medicated so I can't cry...I'm a recluse...Under stimulated with absolutely no energy and no motivation...