I Often Feel Like Depression Has Me Not That I Have Depression

It really has it's hold on me this time, and this time I am alone facing it... I haven't eaten in four days and have no want to. I haven't been hungry and just thinking about food has me feeling like I wanna throw up but there isn't anything to throw up. I can feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into this fog and this time I don't know if I will be able to walk out of it.

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canusernamebemyusername · M

Are you on anything for it.

KeKeNae · 26-30, F

@canusernamebemyusername no, I am hoping that it'll pass but idk this time

canusernamebemyusername · M

@canusernamebemyusername please talk to a doc before it gets too bad. Does it keep getting worse?

KeKeNae · 26-30, F

@canusernamebemyusername Every time it hits sometimes it is harder than before. I haven't had bad suicidal thoughts like I used to. I am scared that even those will come back

canusernamebemyusername · M

@KeKeNae well get to a doc and get on something before those come back. And remember that it will take time for any medication to work so stick with it unless you have side effects you can't take. If you are worried about weight gain try one called bupropion. And of course monitor yourself after taking anything cause meds can make some people worse and that is not a side effect you want.