I've Been Thinking
I've been blessed with so much and I'm so greatful for all I have been given. I know that I have been privileged and although not perfect, my life has been fairly easy. Yet, my soul yearns for so much more. Not in things or possessions, but in the very things money can never buy.
Something is missing, has been missing and that very thing, my heart bleeds and begs for. Always out of my reach but close enough to taste. Never allowed to grasp it or claim it for my own. I try to ignore it, forget it, replace it with other things. But it will not be dismissed.
I'm at a crossroad and my future teeters on the decision I've been asked to make: Live the rest of my life in a relationship that lacks in love or move forward in a quest to finally find love. So much to process, knowing that if I choose the latter, I could be alone the rest of my life. Nothing is guaranteed.
Something is missing, has been missing and that very thing, my heart bleeds and begs for. Always out of my reach but close enough to taste. Never allowed to grasp it or claim it for my own. I try to ignore it, forget it, replace it with other things. But it will not be dismissed.
I'm at a crossroad and my future teeters on the decision I've been asked to make: Live the rest of my life in a relationship that lacks in love or move forward in a quest to finally find love. So much to process, knowing that if I choose the latter, I could be alone the rest of my life. Nothing is guaranteed.
