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I'll say this - it's a good thing I'm not a military commander of any sort. :)

Cool maybe you can show me your writing one day.Its great you got your dream job :)

I don't have it right now, but I'll be applying again before winter break is over, so if any teacher goes on a leave, I can pitch in. It might be only temporary, but if I do a good job, than I may get recommendations from the when I try to apply again.

Ok Good luck i'm sure you'll be a great teacher :)

I don't think I have such a moment. I have many that would make me feel miserable if I were to dwell on them, but none that would actually cause me such pain to make me cry. An ex-friend actually noticed this, once. He accused me that I will always be alone because of this, because I always move forward too fast, that no one could ever keep up.

I don't think that lingering was what he meant. I like believe that he was wrong when he said that I will always be alone. In the end, only time will tell.

Nothing - what you would consider to be nothing or what others would?

In a way, I mean it literally. I fear that everything I struggle daily not to be is exactly what I am, and that all that my struggles are - are in fact just wool I pull over my eyes so that I can pretend I don't see the truth.

What makes you struggle with what you think you are? What makes it so bad? And what makes you think you are that?