I Am Letting Go And Moving On

I have been getting advice and actually listening to what people have to say, One mentioned how I must end things an finally move on and another said you are beautiful you can have anything in this world.Of course when i put my head and heart in it.Iv chased a man and threaten him with his child. I was wrong but i was a broken woman, i had no one but him.He moved on so easily and i hated the chic as i mentioned ..he was always in love with her and i saw him give her everything.It has been hard moving on in the last 2 years because he ame to me and poured himself to me ..wanting his family and we tried again..This time i had been losing feelings but we just love being comfortable with each other.I finally told him let end things...Things are at its worst and im hurting myself expecting him to accompany me and my lonliness but thats part of life and growth.