I Am Depressed and Always Have Been

He started to advert his attention. Other people, hobbies and self-interests became more significant. You can feel that things are starting to fade, and you begin to miss those times where you have had so much fun with them; so much that time was was endless. At that moment, time meant nothing to him. But suddenly he became more stingy with his time. You said you wanted more time for yourself. Maybe I was too clingy. You take my time for granted, knowing that I had other priorities, but I still put you first. The fact that you’d pick up your phone to kill time. All the things you were doing , just left one by one. Did you ask me out because you wanted to be with me, or were you just testing your waters? Why is it that people’s attitudes change when they have what they want? Is it because you wanted to have the thrill of the chase? Am I giving too much?