I Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love

I feel horrible for what I have done. He left his email up on my laptop after leaving for work this morning. My intentions were to complete my last 2 finals until I saw something in his email that has me worried. I'm not familiar with military talk, procedures, standards, nor regulations first and foremost. But his belongings are being moved from his north state residence to a state over 12 hours away from where we live now! I'm not sure if he is being relocated, deployed soon, or what. I'm just an emotional mess in a panic right now. I don't want to lose him, Lord knows that he has such a positive impact in my life.