You really want to know the full details? 😳
You'd better not.

I can relate I went through that pain for a 1 year and a half , exactly what you descibed .
A lot more stuff happened in my life after that and do you know what I learned through all of that 'love yourself' , cause your with you at the end of the day that includes pain and regrets in all

☝️🙄😔🤗💔💓
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