I Am Pathetic

Thank u. I'm trying so hard. I refuse to hate but there's still sadness. ❤

You're right. Don't waste time or energy hating anyone/anything. Instead, if people focused that same energy on themselves, they will be shocked at what they can achieve. And you.... You obviously have a LOT of inner strength and clarity. Going off what I perceive as your inner strength, you will achieve great things. I'm sure of it. :)

I want to say things like "stay strong" or "everything will be better" but that's just not me. So instead I'm going to say ..... "Whether you know it or not, you have it in you to overcome, now all you need to do is DO it. It wont be easy and it wont be quick, but where's the challenge in it if it was?"

@DaSlayer: Thank you so much. I think I needed to hear this. I know I'll come back stronger I just wish it didn't have to be this way, ya know? There's so much hate in this world I don't want to add to it. I guess in a few days I'll be closer to normal and that's all I need it progression. Thank you. ❤

There you go. You're already on the road to overcoming. Keep it up and never let anyone/anything put you down. Remember, the only person that can put us down is ourselves. By letting something get under our skin. :)

@DaSlayer: it's so true and I usually don't but damn, I let one slip through the cracks. Tomorrow is a new day and I can't wait for it.

Hey !! Those are very important. We always let something slip through the cracks. It could be a comment from a stranger on the street, or a spoilt child in distress, or even much larger things like this. But it is my belief that it's these exact moments that help us realize our humanity. If we cant feel pain or compassion or heartbreak, how would we ever know we had feelings to hurt, a heart that can break, etc. What would make us any different to a criminal/terrorist? As a matter of fact, that IS the strength I was referring to in your statement. The fact that you know you have feelings and that they have been hurt, are capable of and willing to admit it publically.

@DaSlayer: You know that speaks volumes to me bcuz when I met him I felt invincible and I didn't even want a relationship with anyone cuz I knew I was cold-hearted. Well if nothing else, I know he's shown me that I actually do have that love there and it still can go so deep and so far. It just caused me this heartache I could never imagine. It's not much I let get to me but wow. I guess I AM human

Lmao !! Aye, you are. And with that being so rare these days, you now can also be sure that you are one of the special humanoids walking this planet :)

@DaSlayer: Lmao humanoids. Yea, I guess I can be excited for the future knowing at least I have genuine heart.

Now THAT'S the spirit. Keep that chin up and a smile on your face. You're going to be awesome soon enough. ;)

@DaSlayer: Thank u sooooo much! I actually do feel a bit better. Thank u!!!!

Don't be silly !! It was my genuine pleasure. I'm just glad you spoke up about your feelings instead of remaining silent and confused. :)

@DaSlayer: yea I needed an outlet and to people not so close to me. Too personal if that makes any sense

Makes perfect sense actually.

I once heard a dialogue in a movie (London) that changed my whole perception on the subject. "Some of the most interesting conversations we will have in life are with a stranger." - Jason Statham :)

@DaSlayer: that's so true. I didn't want to go on regular social media and I missed experience project for reasons like this and I thought there has to be something similar. Lol similar worlds haha

Yeah, I miss EP. SW just isn't the same, but it will have to do, I guess. 😁

Yeah true. It's still something lol