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I Lost Myself Somewhere Along the Way

I stand on the path where I was 4years ago. It has been mostly filled loneliness and bit of emptiness which is driving me crazy. As we know , when we grow older and older the hopes of fulfilling our dreams become harder. All social anxiety were lost. My job life frustrations and not being able to move away has made it difficult. I am not afraid of difficulty but loosing my interests in many things and ending up this way is what I fear. I know things wont change on their own, but it has been little way off the hook.

I don't know about future very certainly but I don't want to loose inner me..

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SoFine · 46-50, F

The fear.......
When you entertain fear, then that will occupy each moment and rob you off you.
You will know the benefit to meditate, that is not to listen to the jibber jabber of your internal conversation that you have with you. The truth has no room, for when you just listen to your inner conversation to what is not working in your life.
You to you is your most important relationship that you will ever have, To be at home in you in each moment. To fill you with love, to have your self-worth be in place. Not one other person can do this for you, even a great job, even a rich wife/partner can do this.....it is how you are at peace with it all as it is or is not.
Notice your fear, but don't entertain it, else you rob you of you.

Quote for you:
Whenever the internal dialogue stops, the world collapses and extraordinary facets of ourselves surface, as though they had been heavily guarded by our words. You are like you are, because you tell yourself that you are that way.
Don Juan Matus