I Lost Myself Somewhere Along the Way

I stand on the path where I was 4years ago. It has been mostly filled loneliness and bit of emptiness which is driving me crazy. As we know , when we grow older and older the hopes of fulfilling our dreams become harder. All social anxiety were lost. My job life frustrations and not being able to move away has made it difficult. I am not afraid of difficulty but loosing my interests in many things and ending up this way is what I fear. I know things wont change on their own, but it has been little way off the hook.

I don't know about future very certainly but I don't want to loose inner me..