I Have Issues With My Mother
I met with her yesterday, after 6 years of absolutely no communication between the both of us...
It was a normal conversation, as normal as it can get between a person you haven’t seen in 6 years. We didn’t yell, or go at each other’s throats, so that’s better since the last time I talked to her...
She didn’t ask for my forgiveness, and I am glad she didn’t, because I am not ready to forgive her, I don’t think I’ll ever be, but I’m willing on working towards something. It seems as she is as well..
It did become emotional at a point, because I made it more than clear that she wasn’t a mother to me when she should’ve been....
We talked for what seemed like hours, and when I got home, I think I had a mild panic attack. As all the memories rushed back...
I’m hoping for the best, but I’m also expecting the worst. I hope she’s changed, but I don’t count on it.
It was a normal conversation, as normal as it can get between a person you haven’t seen in 6 years. We didn’t yell, or go at each other’s throats, so that’s better since the last time I talked to her...
She didn’t ask for my forgiveness, and I am glad she didn’t, because I am not ready to forgive her, I don’t think I’ll ever be, but I’m willing on working towards something. It seems as she is as well..
It did become emotional at a point, because I made it more than clear that she wasn’t a mother to me when she should’ve been....
We talked for what seemed like hours, and when I got home, I think I had a mild panic attack. As all the memories rushed back...
I’m hoping for the best, but I’m also expecting the worst. I hope she’s changed, but I don’t count on it.
